I miss my Pepper kitty who was killed almost 4 weeks ago now. Haven't been on the board much in this time nursing my broken heart. One of the joys in my life was taken from me but time is starting to allow me to start feeling and recognizing the other joys I still have in my life.
I have composed a poem in memory of my kitty as part of my therapy.
"SWEET MISSY PEPPER"
Adopted, a fuzzy little kitten, named Peppermint Patty,
Oh, the joy we all had as you became part of the family.
Almost 16 years gone since the little girl brought you home,
The years passed by and you both have grown.
We gave you food and love, that was our duty,
But you gave us so much more, happiness and comfort, even when
you were snooty.
You were a furry giant in the dollhouse door,
Til one day you did not fit, banned evermore.
The girls they teased you with tape down your back,
The man claimed to hate you, as with all cats.
But it was clear and evident right from the start,
That your kitty ways would become ingrained in our hearts.
You dipped your orange paw in the water bowl to check the level before you would drink,
You waited for me to finish showering to catch drips from the bathroom sink.
You peered over my shoulder while I put on my makeup,
Your incessant preening and licking we could not interrupt.
You rolled to and fro on the floor looking so cute,
A nose meet followed by a forehead nuzzle, a friendship I cannot refute.
You waited patiently as I finished my evening meal,
And my last bite was your signal to meow with a zeal.
I look for you little eyes to peer over the sofa arm,
Waiting for my tap to signal the alarm,
Its okay to to jump into my lap and make yourself comfortable,
But sometimes you would not wait, my little lap warmer.
You jumped on the bed to bid me a good night,
Before you settled in the corner chair with your cushy bed just right.
Sometimes in the night you sneak back up and snuggle and purr by my side,
I knew and let you be, but the man, he could not abide.
You hated the noisy hairdryer, the rustling of plastic bags, the mans guitar, but we teased you any way,
A scowl you would give us as you scurried away.
You bobbing inquisitive face in the french door window pane out back,
Beconing us to let you in for your afternoon snack.
You did not deserve your final end and fate was cruel to you that horrible day,
Terror on eight legs invaded you world and took you away.
I am so truly sorry no one was there to save you, protect you and keep you from harm,
I wish so very much to hold you and comfort you in my arms.
I miss you so much and a day does not go by that I do not think of you and cry,
A pat on your head, a tug on your ear, your happy gurgly sound, your funny face nearby,
The house seems less of a home and so very empty,
With out the presence of our Pepper kitty,
You are not there to lap up the tuna water in your black bowl,
To soak up the sun beaming on the dining room floor.
Wait for us Sweet Pepper as you frolic in eternal grassy fields chasing feathers in the wind,
Be comforted in the knowledge your family will join you in their final end,
Time is of no value there so it will be a swish of you tail with the orange tip,
But an eternity for us as we mourn, but we will never forget.
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It's You, It's Me, Together It's WE