Re: Conspicuous by my absence

ohiodawg13 wrote:
bigjeffjones wrote:

Thanks Jim, Rocket.  Thanks again everyone.  Some observations:

I am hyper-sensitive.  It's as if (at times) my nerves have no insulation on them.  I sit up in bed when the dogs start moving around the house.  I have ruined TV watching for my family...not that we are that heavy into it.  I watched the Jets/Colts game yesterday and had to be put down at the end of it...up too long.

It's been decades since I had any sort of real anxiety/fear about anything.  I get it NOW.  It rolls up on me in waves.  Then it recedes.  Understandable I guess. 

A special thanks to anybody who kept MsTia in their thoughts and prayers.  Both she and TB demonstrated incredible bravery through all this.  I am BLESSED.  My faith is powerful.

MuchLove
BigJeff

Hey Doc, the nerve thing is strange. I'm still dealin' with it and my surgery was 2 years ago Oct. 3rd. I basically still have partial  numbness on the left side of my head, neck, and shoulder and get different sensations as time goes by, my Doc says it will never be the same, but there is more feeling than right after it happened. The up side is my left rotator doesn't ache as bad as it used to. Hang in Big Guy and follow doctors orders, I know that's a tall order FLOL!

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I wouldn't worry about Jefe following Doc's Directions, he's got a hell of a Yakon (Mohawk for woman) squarely ready to butt heads and turn titanium into silly putty if necessary.  That woman is something! I LIKE her! MsTia, I bow in deference to no man, but to you I humbly bow in thanks and praise of your servitude which is not at all disguised as leadership.  Strangely, imperfect people can make perfect matches for each other.  So, Jeff, take a chill pill, you've settled down a while back with she & they, so settle your nerves now-I found a lot of it IS in our head, in your case literally WAS in your head! Hang' In on a LOVE Noose now...

Complement (no "I" in complement) ON & LIVE THE FAITH,
Rocket

The nerve thing I easily relate to guys, as I have had six surgeries in my groin area, and although I haven't had any for over fourteen years, I STILL have nerve problems.  Over the many years I had had myriad variations of searing and stabbing pain, to areas of my legs where I have NO nerve responses.  I still actually have to fall to the floor on my knees in pain every now and then, although it would be better described as perhaps twice in a blue moon nowadays.  There is at least one a day reminder whether dull aching or little flare ups, including back problems (I went temporary quadriplegic for hours after one surgery-it's a trip to see doctor's sweat in worry and concern).  My nerves are actually more sensitive earthquake detectors now, and with daily tremors here it is nettlesome sometimes.

Rock ON & Keep the Faith,
Rocket

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56 (edited by cathysiler 2010-01-26 11:14:18)

Re: Conspicuous by my absence

Don't fret. You're having your own cerebral spring! There was no room in that thick skull for any fruit or veggie. And, it's been growing over time, crowding out the "functional" areas. Your gray matter is in the process of re-orientation. I would bet you've dismissed symptoms, called them demons from your past, and plodded on. Lesson for all.

Now it's recovery time. I understand. Our entire life experience is our brains. Very scary stuff. At least now you know there isn't an interloper, taking up space, and cramping your style. Give in to mellow......OOOOOOOoooommmmmmm......
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Om Namah Shivaya.  Namaste.  Cathy. smile

Rocket hit the nail on the head.  Many years ago I told my kids, "I'm just a man, not a god, not a punk, just a man.  Not even close to perfect, but I'm perfect for your mother and she for me.  I got lucky....after 999 other squaws..." wink

The Divine MsTia opined that I could have left that part out.  lol 

WOW!  Sean just handed me a card reader...

I'll be back
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We're bracing ourselves for the gory detailed photos. yikes

I can sure relate to having lucked out and found that SPECIAL LADY! BJJ . They don't grow on trees. Follow directions like a good boy now. No sneaking about when the cat's away!

Still powering out those beams of love and healing from cali, Rick

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bigjeffjones wrote:

Om Namah Shivaya

That´s perfectly the right guy to reach out to.
Günter

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bigjeffjones wrote:

Om Namah Shivaya.  Namaste.  Cathy. smile

Rocket hit the nail on the head.  Many years ago I told my kids, "I'm just a man, not a god, not a punk, just a man.  Not even close to perfect, but I'm perfect for your mother and she for me.  I got lucky....after 999 other squaws..." wink

The Divine MsTia opined that I could have left that part out.  lol 

WOW!  Sean just handed me a card reader...

I'll be back
Ahnold

Got a new theme song for ya Doc, I'm Just A Man...........Not Superman, by Tommy Castro. I read your post and it popped smack dab into head. That one's fer you BJJ.

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okay I hope I did this right...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bjj_fdol/?saved=1

muchthickskull
bjj

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Re: Conspicuous by my absence

bigjeffjones wrote:

okay I hope I did this right...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bjj_fdol/?saved=1

muchthickskull
bjj

yikes

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bigjeffjones wrote:

Om Namah Shivaya.  Namaste.  Cathy. smile

Rocket hit the nail on the head.  Many years ago I told my kids, "I'm just a man, not a god, not a punk, just a man.  Not even close to perfect, but I'm perfect for your mother and she for me.  I got lucky....after 999 other squaws..." wink

The Divine MsTia opined that I could have left that part out.  lol 

WOW!  Sean just handed me a card reader...

I'll be back
Ahnold

Funny I almost used the EXACT word squaw for her mi primo! lol However, I used a Mohawk word instead, and Divine MsTia would be advised that in Iroquois culture, women have ALWAYS had a place of not only deep respect, but EQUAL power and SAY, including politically.  Human rights and women's rights eons before the concepts were broached by others.  And "squaw" in Algonquian only meant woman.  It's offensive status is derived by other culture(s).

NOW, brace yourself, because I would not make this up.  But on the day you recall before the day you don't recall, I was at work and had intense sharp pains in my left cerebrum.  Not a headache.  I had this pain on and off, mostly off and lesser since that Monday up until this weekend.  The weird thing I kept thinking on Monday, January 4th "I wonder if I have a brain tumor"? 

I salute TB, wherever you are...tried and true, and pressure does not faze obviously.

Rock ON & Keep the Faith,
Rocket

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Re: Conspicuous by my absence

bigjeffjones wrote:

okay I hope I did this right...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bjj_fdol/?saved=1

muchthickskull
bjj

yikes

Somehow though, not as gruesome as I had expected. A little bit of Ms. Tia's makeup should disguise the scar nicely.... big_smile

RIP Iron Man

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I must say I like the look..(You know "I ain't right".) Maybe it's my fondness for sci-fi??? But, you're still a Hottie!! Rocket, seems you understand the problem with the belief that women can't be "enlightened". None the less, Namaste, C

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Nice scars BigJeff, nice scars. At least you didn't post any 'during' pics, now that would have been gruesome wink

Now remember, as you start to feel better DON'T get carried away and try and do everything at once roll

Although I am sure your dearly beloved Ms Tia will make sure of that cool

67 (edited by fuzzy wuzzy 2010-01-27 04:08:30)

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I'm with George on this, it's not as gruesome as expected and already looks as though it is healing nicely. Remember squaws, or should I say "enlightened women", dig scars. If you don't believe me just ask Ms Tia. Cathy has already stated her opinion.  wink

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How many staples Doc? I had 66 on the same side o'da head, but mine started behind the ear and down to my chin, oh hell you saw the pix. The first thing that came to mind when I looked at that was, I'd rather have a bottle in front of me than a frontal lobotomy. Ar-ar. You'll be muy guapo in no time.

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Oh yeah It IS healing nicely on the surface.  If memory serves 18-19? staples,  one kinda hit bone.  And yeah, I'm being good and being cared for.  One day I might even sleep again.

Not rushing anything,,,the epitome of ghetto sorry down here. smile

Those pics were taken roughly a week after the surgery and after the staples were removed.  My skull feels spongy, but no mo steroids.

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BJJ,

So sorry to hear everything that you have been through lately. I have not been on the forum much the past couple of months! You are in good hands with Ms. Tia, I can tell just by the way you write here. The power of the forum is also with you!

Take Care and listen to plenty of Joe for some good therapy!
~Rhonda

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T'anks Rhonda,

I'm working up to anything harder than some very occasional jazz (smooth or otherwise).  I listened to some rocking blues yesterday.  Lasted about 13 seconds.  It sounded like fingernails on a black board.  I guess that's to be expected, considering.  But I have time.

MuchLove
BigJeff

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Re: Conspicuous by my absence

bigjeffjones wrote:

okay I hope I did this right...

http://www.flickr.com/photos/bjj_fdol/?saved=1

muchthickskull
bjj


You know Big Jeff, it looks like it's healing up nicely. Thick skull? Well maybe, but you're an old softy on the inside and that's what really counts. wink

Be well and rest. Hmmmm, I wonder if you rubbed a little salsa on it? You know, like vitamin E? But for goodness sakes, not the very hot stuff! yikes

Roy

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