Thanks everyone.
I really want to get a few things across though. Its not about Joe, or any one else. Its about the idea. Its about the idea that it ALL lets me down. So defending Joe or whatever, makes no matter to me.
As far as writing about what I love...what I love is WRITING. Not music. I love writing first. I write about stuff I like and love, and I am good at it. Or rather, people send me checks, so I am at least worthy of a buck a word.
The thing is this...and I think Jeff and Moods get this better, and I only use them as an example because Moods and I have talked a bunch, and Jeff and I have emailed a few times. So I have heard from them.
The thing is...onstage some of these guys are hard charging, wall breakers. But the sort of Wal Mart version of what they put on records is insane. It so beneath them.
Then you talk to them, the ones that are still climbing, and it is like this insane presidential debate. They do not listen to the question, they just let you stop talking, and say what they want to say. It is so sad. I have met other music writers, and for the most part it is the same thing. Look at Ryan Adams and his threats against Jim Derogotis because Jim wrote what he heard on the records.
When I sat down with BB King, and I had the recorder on, and a notebook out, he told stories that made him look BAD. Just awesome stuff. I spent a lot of time with him, and man he can be a mf'er. Butm he does not care, he is him. He is getting his 100 grand a night no matter what. So, piss off.
But, the others, it is insane. I spent some time with KWS, and I swear I never saw him do one true thing the whole time. I was there when he shot the Dodge Charger special for Speed Channel or something, and it was all so contrived. I have spent time with him as a young man as well, with him mom and dad. He played at the theatre in my town ten years ago or something. The night before his mom called and asked if he could come to our club and play, just cuz he had been off for a while. Sure. He showed up at 230 am, and played scales for two hours through our PA, and never talked to anyone. Like we were beneath him.
I get the artist on the road thing. Its hard, your tired, he was young. But, he grew up into a little blues version of P Diddy. A empire builder. A politician.
And locally, the self importance of local musicians is terrible. I wrote an article about this vanilty project band, bartenders who got a nu metal band together and made a record. So I wrote about them, what I heard, what they told me. I quote them accurately.
They then sent me an article from a blogger friend of theirs, after mine was published, and said they were hoping that I would write more like this person wrote about them. I responded by telling them go to take a hike, and maybe they could just write my articles for me, and sign my name.
I just want some honesty. I am going away this weekend, and I think that will help me start back. But, my assessment on the state of the blues stands. It is a sad state of over controlled image, and under served records.
This is symptomatic of the leaders of the blues wanting to not ruffle feathers. Not wanting to take a stand.