Re: Dieting, execise, our health
I went to this yoga class agin n agin. They like to see you work out in your own puddle. I used to think I was macho.
Every place I've ever been cut, wounded, broken, crashed or run over, on my body is screaming at me.
2 days ago MsTia said you look pale (in the class) & there is no talking in class. I had to leave the room. In hindsight I realized I had taken a decongestant earlier in the day and that might've accelerated my heartbeat, causing me to blackout.
And I don't even drink anything stronger than coffee. Yesterday I went and was strong like bull...Riiight! I am aware of all the cheats I've done in everything I do, sitting, walking et al, due to to injuries from my wayward youth (er active lifestyle) I'm crooked and all beat up.
I'm still in denial, though I'M FINE!
I am determined to do this and heal from the inside out. The instructoress said to me "You were intensely focused today. I felt you." I just looked at her.
I was hiding/running from that pain...or embracing it...I dunno...
needmo
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